I'm eating like I technically should. Three meals and two snacks a day. Very low sugar. Plenty of vegetables. No junk food.. No throwing up. No laxatives. No fasting..... Sounds like it should be a good thing right?
Well its not. Its not been a good thing for me at all. My body has been sluggish as it tries to accommodate the food. I've been feeling nauseous constantly. As my throat heals it swells and makes swallowing nearly impossible. And the worst part? I've gained nearly 15 pounds. Technically one five since I had lost 10.. BUT DAMN! I'm not supposed to be GAINING weight
I want to go back to the old ways. I want to be in my relationship with ana.
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